I made this account 6 years ago now, marking the end of my first ever depressive episode. I write this now back in the hole, and it's worse now. This time I'm not sure if I can get out. I'm doing all I can. But just so you guys know, whoever's left on here to listen. I think I've been in this place for a long time now and I'm not sure where the end is, or how it ends. Thanks for being here so far. That's a message to you and to me. Hopefully tomorrow's better.